Nate's world

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 01:33:08 GMT

what is love?

:D

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 03:07:09 GMT

I am so happy.

no i am not being a smartass. I am really happy

I am going to smile more often
I want to laugh everyday.

No, i am not taking any drugs right now.
I am happy.

Thanksgiving.

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 11:51:43 GMT

I'll be out of town during the Thanksgiving break.

I wont be back til 27th, i think.

try not to miss me too much

Til the next time,
Nate

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 12:26:07 GMT

I want 30 comments.

go.

hm

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 05:34:02 GMT

Scary eh?????

yeah okay this is getting old now. I'm bored outta my mind.
I hope the Mother Ship comes soon so they could rescue me from boredom and yes, they can probe at me all they want.

announcement

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 03:14:02 GMT

yo girls and boys

Beta Kappa class of Sigma Nu is hosting a butler bid on Thursday at 8 30pm in LBJ street. come and bid for Beta Kappa pledges. Please support us!!!!!

hopefully i'll come cheap :)

Nate's 2 cents

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 04:14:47 GMT

I am going to do something very RADICAL on Monday.

mark my words.

it is about time i take a risk.

peace

I'm back.

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 05:27:13 GMT

Hey all.
I am back and yes, I am still alive.

Sorry for not updating my journal for a long ass time...I have been so busy with school and such. I will try my best to tell you whats going on with me lately. I just joined a fraternity, Sigma Nu. I am liking it so far and I like the brothers, too. I am sure it will be a good experience for me and I get to play Greek flag football every Sunday! School is going good for me too even though i am struggling with the classes but i am sure i will pull through. I'm still playing racquetball with Wyatte, David, Greg, and Adam. I am still feeling a little bit rusty and i am pissed off about that because i'm sure you guys know how much i hate to lose.
I have partied less this year and i have cut down on drinking too. I know I'm in college and I should go crazy and drink like 10,000 cans of beer every weekend but I am starting to see it is kind of pointless to do that now because there are so many other things to do on weekends instead of drinking. Yes, I still drink and i probably will continue doing so til the day I die but not as much. I dont want to become addicted to it. I think I am finally on the right path on becoming a better man. Enough about alcohol. Moving on.....
(sigh) My dating situation.....SUCKS ASS! I still havent found a girl worthy enough to date. I know I am still young and i have plenty of time to find a girl but as some of you know I have no patience! All of my friends keep telling me I will find a girl someday and while i know they are right as usual, i just couldnt help but feel frustrated. Moving on once again...
My birthday is in 7 days. I will turn 20 years old. Its really hard to believe that i am on Earth for 20 years already. Sometimes I would wonder if I have made any impact on other people's lives and while I am still wondering about that, I take comfort in knowing that some people have made an impact on me and made me who i am right now. I really, really look forward to celebrating my birthday with them and I absolutely, positively cannot live without my friends. I know it sounds cheesy but fuck off, its my journal, damnit.
I love you! I should say that more often....I LOVE YOU!
Avi and Wyatte begged me to grow a long ass beard again and I decided to grant their wishes. I am now in the process of growing a beard and its coming by nicely. I will be sure to post pictures of it every month or something like that so you will see how long it has grown. Avi and Wyatte, its the last time i will do this so enjoy while it lasts! :D
If i were to die tonight, i would only have one regret. Being nicer to my family. I took them for granted too many times and they dont deserve that. They have been there for me through thick and thin and I so badly want to give them good things like a boat, nicer car, or a week-long vacation to Bahamas. I guess that is sort of my motivation to do well in school so i could get a good job and be able to afford so many things i want to give to my family. They deserve that and I feel guilty every day for not being able to do that because they gave up so much to support my older brother and me with college expenses. Ok, now i sound REALLY cheesy. *takes deep breath* okay....its gone now. I am back to normal...no more cheesy stuff.
I think i have finally run out of things to say. Dont expect another long ass entry like this. It only happens every 75 years.

A flashback.

MAY NATE DOGG ALWAYS RUN WILD!!!! HOO-RAH!!!!!!!

Til the next time,
Nate.

P.S. I LOVE YOU ALL!

Its a promise.

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 06:42:26 GMT

Its going to be so hard for me but I can do it and I WILL.

Its a promise.

No, i dont want to explain.....atleast not yet.

until i have achieve it.

Wish me luck.

yep!

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 08:04:05 GMT

Yep!

I am drunk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dang!

MY thoughts.

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 02:54:06 GMT

Read it if u want.

Say what is really on your mind.

IT can be about anything. Dont hold anything back...I am interested in hearing what you guys have to say.

Go.

hollah once again

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 03:29:19 GMT

HI! HI! HI! HI! HI!

GUESS WHAT?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!

SCROLL DOWN TO SEE WHAT IT IS!

I ABSOLUTELY HAVE NOTHING TO SAY!!!!
YAY!!! WHOOOOO!!!!!! WHAT AN EXCITING POST EVER!
WHOOOOO!!!
WHAT A DAY!

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 05:49:12 GMT

*SIGH*
I am afraid i have a bad news. No, I am not kidding this time. Why would I kid about something like this?

R.I.P Bernard
May 2005-August 2005.
Bernard, I had a really good time growing you. We have shared so many memories together, both good and bad. If it were up to me, I would have kept you for the rest of my life but we both know it cant happen. Bernard, you was my best friend and always will be. You will always have a special place in my heart.
DAMNIT, I promised myself i wouldnt cry...

ATTENTION! ATTENTION!

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 01:41:23 GMT

wow...As i am sure all of you already know I have been growing beard since May. I gave it a name, Bernard. I promised myself I wouldnt show myself to you guys until school starts so I could surprise you guys or something like that but i decided to show a current picture of myself so you can tell me if you can tell any difference between now and last May. So, PLEASE BE HONEST WITH ME!!!!!!

Hmm...I dont know....I think I look the same, dont you think??????

My Ramblings.

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 02:56:33 GMT

Dudes and Dudettes.

A Real post this time. No, I am not kidding this time.

My Friends,
Some of you have been asking a long update from me, so I decided its time for me to make one. I have been feeling really discouraged with myself lately mainly because I have been making stupid mistakes which I probably will regret for a long time to come. I know that all of us do make mistakes and will continue making tons and tons of mistakes for the rest of our lives. Its just that I kept on making same mistakes over again and again that is what i am really discouraged about. The purpose of making mistakes is for us to learn from it and make ourselves better out of it and I dont think i did that. I think i can be too hard on myself sometimes and that is probably why i have been distancing myself from people because i couldnt bring myself to talk to them because of my mistakes. I know we all are only humans and we have too many flaws but I take it seriously. I really want to improve myself, to become a better person. Maybe it is because I am not humble enough or maybe its because I am too arrogant. I cringe everytime i make a mistake because I know it will affect my family and friends in some ways and I really hate myself for that because I really care about my family and friends very much and I want them to be proud of me.

I have a younger brother and I really want to set a good example for him. That is why I am thinking about going somewhere alone and think some shits out. I am not going to be online much. AIM is too distracting right now. It is nothing personal against you guys. You know that I love you all and I always will. Its just that I need an alone time now and I want to do it before school starts. Of course, I will check in from a time to time to see whasup with you all. If you guys think I am being too hard on myself then so be it. You just gotta know that it is who i am. I will probably continue being too hard on myself until the day I die.
If some of you guys didnt think I am making any sense. Well it is not the first time that i didnt make any sense. :D
Well, i guess that is it for now.
Self-Journey begins now. Wish me luck.
Fade out.
Til the next time (whenever that may be)
Nate

My thoughts.

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 04:38:29 GMT

I have been going through alot lately so i thought i would share some of them with you.
SO, brace yourselves for this is going to be a long one.

*snickers*

like you think i am going to type a long one?
Think again!

*laughing*

whoo! well i am out.
til the next time,
Nate

Fury

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 08:15:41 GMT

Sunday, July 17th.

4:15 AM.

The day Nate Dogg's fury has been unleashed.

beware.
good day.

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 20:07:31 GMT

here. Its updated.

eh?

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 04:18:55 GMT

Apparently all men with beard are from Iran, period. This morning a dude approached me and said "You look like an Iranian."

So, yeah i guess i am Iranian now.

know what is bothering me? Inconsiderate people. I got an IM from someone who i havent seen or talked for a long ass time. Instead of "How are you?", she used "how do you feel about driving for 8 hours?" Apparently she wants me to drive her to Mass. How nice. I feel soooooo special right now.

well, someone is turning 18 today and i wanna to give a shout out to that person..You know who u are, momma :P and dont forget to buy a playgirl magazine. I hear its a good, quality magazine with tons of useful informations in it.

Whats new with me? Nothing much, really. No, i didnt get all buffed up like I said i would. I am gonna settle with a beer belly because i think its more attractive than having a 6-pack abs. What else? Oh yeah, I am falling in love with someone special. After 19 long years, I finally found someone who i can see being with for the rest of my life....Its...*drumroll* CHERRY VANILLA DR. PEPPER! Cherry Vanilla is the love of my life and if you guys dont like it, well too bad bec we are gonna be together for a long ass time.

Well thats all, folks. I am outta
Til the next time,
Nate

Random thoughts

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 06:02:44 GMT

I wanna to go to NYC sometime in August.

Any takers?

wow, Angelina Jolie and Katie Holmes are so hot

I have been running in 90 degree outside lately...Its cool.

i forgot what it feels like to have a clean shaven face.

I just realized i can roll my tongue. Weird, huh?

my beard has gotten longer that i can play with the hair in my mouth...and it tastes good...Y'all should try it sometime

eh i am all out of random thoughts.

til the next time,
Nate

A blast from the past

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 06:17:17 GMT

ANOTHER PICTURES POST!!!!
WHEN WILL THE MADNESS EVER STOP?!

It was my first time wearing a tuxedo.

Warren and me.

Me and Matt...I love you, little bro!

I went to prom with Laurette, a classmate of mine.

Mr. Gentzke, me, and Mrs. Russotto. Mr. Gentzke and Mrs. Russotto was my favorite teachers at RSD...I wouldnt know what to do without them!

The Girls

The Dudes...try and find me

The Seniors

Laurette and I was crowned Queen and King.

Well thats all, folks! Next up, SENIOR TRIP!!!!! oh, lalalala!

til the next time,
Nate

A blast from the past part 2

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 20:05:37 GMT

another picture post!

I was in a play called "Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde" and i was given the Mr. Hyde part..I wonder why

doing some last minute memorizing lines.

toking up too much.

upset because they ran out of my favorite drink

of course flirting with girls, what else??

being a pimp

playing cards

getting ready to fight

of course I won :P

seems like i can never stop drinking :P

Must be something I ate

Thanking the audience for coming and watch us perform

well, thats it for now! next up is *GASP* PROM!!!!! ooohh the horrors!
til the next time,
Nate

A blast from the past

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 06:12:04 GMT

I was bored out of my mind, so i decided to look at the pictures that was laying around on my desk and I found some pictures from my senior year at RSD...I thought i would share some of them with you, give you a better idea of who i am...Enjoy.

That game was my last regular game of my high school career...

The first game of ESDAA tournament against Delware.

playing around before the next game.

playing in the last tournament game of my high school career.

The team. WE came in 3rd place.

The 2nd team all-star players.

another picture of the team.

Well thats all for now...I will post more pictures of my senior year...next up is a play i was in.
Till the next time,
Nate

HOLLLLAH

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 02:23:40 GMT

1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what animal or celebrity you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal.

Dont be shy

HOLLAH

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 23:40:58 GMT

hey ladies and dogs

wasup?? Nothing going on here

I am enjoying my summer so far but i really need to find a job ASAP...Any ideas, people?
I went to Chicago for a wedding last weekend. It was fun!!! IT was really nice seeing my old high school teacher again and she looked really amazing in the wedding gown. After the wedding, we went to Navy Pier in downtown Chicago and we had a nice time there!! I have been swimming alot lately because its really hot here in Rochester. Atleast I am tanning nicely...Well thats all for now

Thats all for now, folks....I will post some pics on here once i figure out how to post the pictures

until then,

Nate